pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*usually the quiet one, he’s quite a good listener but by default is also a good eavesdropper woops*

It is not a problem. If you ever would like to, you can talk to me about anything you need to get off your chest. Or even advice. I could try my best with it~

Ah, you have a very pretty smile~ *lightly pats her cheeks with both hands*

W-well, thank you for the offer. I think I’ll—

H-hey!

/of course, as the other mentions her smile, she pouts and stops
/or maybe it’s because he is patting her cheeks
/ ( ≧)3(≦ ) !

*laughs a bit and pulls her back into the hug, ruffling her hair a little*

It is a nice smile but I am only teasing. I take it you were going to say you were going to take me up on that offer?

/talk about a ruffle
/Romano’s hair is now a nest
/she nods slightly at his words

Grazie.

You are welcome~

*chuckles and fixes her hair for her because it would be mean to leave it a little nest*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*usually the quiet one, he’s quite a good listener but by default is also a good eavesdropper woops*

It is not a problem. If you ever would like to, you can talk to me about anything you need to get off your chest. Or even advice. I could try my best with it~

Ah, you have a very pretty smile~ *lightly pats her cheeks with both hands*

W-well, thank you for the offer. I think I’ll—

H-hey!

/of course, as the other mentions her smile, she pouts and stops
/or maybe it’s because he is patting her cheeks
/ ( ≧)3(≦ ) !

*laughs a bit and pulls her back into the hug, ruffling her hair a little*

It is a nice smile but I am only teasing. I take it you were going to say you were going to take me up on that offer?

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

You have to pause and take a breath. Collect your thoughts and try and convey them. Keeping things locked up inside is very bad. Your short temper certainly does not help. But you have to try, hm? Try not to let your mind clear to the point where nothing is there. Go in with what you want to say and try to let it flow, hm?

*hugs back tightly and rubs her back again*

/she just nods
/because Ivan is right and she knows it

…

/wasn’t expecting the other to be such a good listener
/wasn’t expecting herself to start talking about her insecurities so easily

Grazie.

*usually the quiet one, he’s quite a good listener but by default is also a good eavesdropper woops*

It is not a problem. If you ever would like to, you can talk to me about anything you need to get off your chest. Or even advice. I could try my best with it~

Ah, you have a very pretty smile~ *lightly pats her cheeks with both hands*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

I know you are nervous. Pick your words before you say them. Even if you are picking while on the spot. Just start off by telling him you feel insecure about your body as it is currently. I am not close with him the way you are, so only you could know what might upset him. Sometimes what us paranoid people need is just some reassurance. I know I need it quite a lot sometimes. But our lovers are not mind readers so they do not necessarily know what we need to make us feel better when we are like this. We have to tell them.

*pets her hair lightly to try and comfort her*

/she furrows her brows and nibbles at her lower lip
/stops after a few pets on her hair

I— I am the worst kind of person, when it comes to this kind of stuff— my mind literally goes blank, and I start babbling, and I get immediately angry. And in the end I keep everything for myself, and it’s bad.

We fought a lot in the past because I can’t say what’s in my mind.

/she mumbles, hugging the other tight again instinctively

You have to pause and take a breath. Collect your thoughts and try and convey them. Keeping things locked up inside is very bad. Your short temper certainly does not help. But you have to try, hm? Try not to let your mind clear to the point where nothing is there. Go in with what you want to say and try to let it flow, hm?

*hugs back tightly and rubs her back again*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*plus he’s really nice to hug because he’s soft and warm and big ball of fu— no wait he’s not a kitty*

I know, I know, my friend. I am incredibly paranoid as well. Believe me, I understand. Quite frankly I would live better were I not so paranoid. But do not fret. He loves you dearly and you know what? It is okay to tell the person you love you are a little insecure. They are always there to help you feel better. They want you to be happy!

*there is lots of chest to be muffled on*

… you think I should tell Gilbert? But I don’t know how to say that. I panic, and everything comes out wrong. What if he misunderstands…?

/loosens the hug a little
/glances up at him
/frowning a little because unsure and pensive

I don’t want him to think it’s his fault if I’m so fucking unable to spend a couple days without being paranoid about stuff…

I know you are nervous. Pick your words before you say them. Even if you are picking while on the spot. Just start off by telling him you feel insecure about your body as it is currently. I am not close with him the way you are, so only you could know what might upset him. Sometimes what us paranoid people need is just some reassurance. I know I need it quite a lot sometimes. But our lovers are not mind readers so they do not necessarily know what we need to make us feel better when we are like this. We have to tell them.

*pets her hair lightly to try and comfort her*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*can’t help but snort at her confused wiggling before she hugs back*
*jebus his back is going to hurt because bending over to hug*

I see, I see… I understand… The first time it happened to me I was scared that Alfred would actually like my woman form better and I even offered to stay like that for him. A couple times, actually… I guess it is no secret that I am sort of insecure about myself, hn? But you know, no matter what form you are in, he loves you just the same. He just prefer’s the male body, that is all… But he loves you for you and your body will not change that. I have a preference for the male body because— well I am gay. But… You know, no matter what, I do not love Fedya any less when he is a woman.

*squeezes her a little and lightly rubs her back*

/she listens to his words carefully
/still hugging him because hey hugging a person so tall and everything actually feels really nice
/you just have to forget about being a MANLY ITALIAN MAN
/being in a woman’s body actually helps a lot

… I know. I mean, I know you are right.

I just get really really really paranoid. That’s all.

/in a soft voice
/really low
/also muffled on Ivan’s chest 

*plus he’s really nice to hug because he’s soft and warm and big ball of fu— no wait he’s not a kitty*

I know, I know, my friend. I am incredibly paranoid as well. Believe me, I understand. Quite frankly I would live better were I not so paranoid. But do not fret. He loves you dearly and you know what? It is okay to tell the person you love you are a little insecure. They are always there to help you feel better. They want you to be happy!

*there is lots of chest to be muffled on*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*chuckles* Well of course it is. I was just poking at Arthur, though. It is fun to get under his skin from time to time.

*aw omg it was like an off switch precious*

Being a woman scares you? It is alright. It does not scare me it just makes me very… unhappy. I am pleased with my manparts and my no boobs. *pats his chest* Here. I will make it less scary hopefully. *pulls her into a hug and ububu he is big and soft and warm because chubby Russian babu*

/she is about to say something but is pulled in a warm bear hug
/arms moving at the sides of his body help what’s going on
/realizes it’s a hug
/… awkwardly hugs back

… it’s not that I’m scared of being a woman. I’m scared of Gilbert not wanting me because of this. He says he prefers me as a man, and it’s good, but— it’s— knowing that now he likes me less than usual. It kind of hurts.

/muffled voice
/hugs a little tighter

*can’t help but snort at her confused wiggling before she hugs back*
*jebus his back is going to hurt because bending over to hug*

I see, I see… I understand… The first time it happened to me I was scared that Alfred would actually like my woman form better and I even offered to stay like that for him. A couple times, actually… I guess it is no secret that I am sort of insecure about myself, hn? But you know, no matter what form you are in, he loves you just the same. He just prefer’s the male body, that is all… But he loves you for you and your body will not change that. I have a preference for the male body because— well I am gay. But… You know, no matter what, I do not love Fedya any less when he is a woman.

*squeezes her a little and lightly rubs her back*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

*pats her hair slowly*

I understand— also I will not stop it is too fun. How long are you a lady for?

… but— it’s frustrating if you keep talking about it.

/calms down a little when the other pats her head
/welp Ivan seems even bigger now that I’m a woman help

Another full day. I know it’s not much, but I’ve been one for three days already, and— ugh. I freaked out. Because it scares me. 

*chuckles* Well of course it is. I was just poking at Arthur, though. It is fun to get under his skin from time to time.

*aw omg it was like an off switch precious*

Being a woman scares you? It is alright. It does not scare me it just makes me very… unhappy. I am pleased with my manparts and my no boobs. *pats his chest* Here. I will make it less scary hopefully. *pulls her into a hug and ububu he is big and soft and warm because chubby Russian babu*

pomodororossosangue:

russianwater:

pomodororossosangue:

ALSO I TAKE ALL OF YOUR LIKES AS YOU PEOPLE POINTING AT ME AND LAUGHING

I WON’T FORGET THIS

HATE

What is wrong, Romano, hm?

EVERYTHING IS WRONG! I HAVE A VAGINA! IT’S WEIRD! STOP TALKING ABOUT SEX YOU ALL!

*pats her hair slowly*

I understand— also I will not stop it is too fun. How long are you a lady for?

pomodororossosangue:

ALSO I TAKE ALL OF YOUR LIKES AS YOU PEOPLE POINTING AT ME AND LAUGHING

I WON’T FORGET THIS

HATE

What is wrong, Romano, hm?